Leah Miller Hurts My Heart

To everyone whom maybe reading this; which is most likely Jessica (I know you will be) and my latest recruit Trinh (Jin(i)).
So I know this has been a blog topic spoken about for a long time between you (Jessica) and me so I think that now is the time that I shall be blogging about this topic and subject, now I will not be making too much fun of her...well maybe. But I will not be making any videos of me pretending that I am Leah Miller. BLAHHHHHHH! Anyways so I named this title Leah Miller Hurt My Heart because she always says "That Hurts My Heart" which is complete non seance do to the fact that Leah Millher's heart if she has one is most likely very small, black, and possibley made of metal since I do believe that she is a ROBOT! Anyways on to more about Leah so yea she is a dittzy "blond" "woman" that jumps around and acts stupid and pretends that she is all that because she is on television and hits Matte Bable (the best man on this planet) and says that he is stupid and an idiot and what not, which is really really sad and if I had to work with that beside me and on national television I think that I might just kill myself. She also has no confidence in her self either since all she says is I am so clumsy I could never do that why should I do that and so on giggle giggle giggle. Well she is clumsy but when she says that it just like she puts it on. Although I have not seen Leah Miller on TV for a longgggggggg time I can say well maybe she has gotten better but I believe that she is so deep down into that there is no turning back. So I could probably go on and on about things that Leah Millher has done and everything about Leah Miller and what not but I shall leave it at that because you don't what to hear any more about Leah Miller except what I have to say now... in this next paragraph!!!!!

So I woke up this morn on a crisp winters day and was like what else do you do when you do not have school...go on the computer. So I checked my email which told me that I got a message from the Alexisonfire (the best band ever) (fuck my key board is falling apart) group that I am apart of on facebook. So I was like hells yea i am going to check that out. So I did and what more did it say but LEAH MILLER AND DALLAS GREEN GOT MARRIED!!! yes that is right my friends and devoted readers Leah Miller (Much Music VJ and SYTYCD Canada Host) and Dallas Green (back up singer of Alexisonfire and lead singer of City and Colour) got married on New Years Eve in Toronto, it is a sad day for fans every where. Now I am not a huge fan off Dallas and when I did figure out (which was way before everyone knew) in 2006 that they were dating I pretty much lost all respect for Dallas Green, why would a genuine man who is wonderful with his body full of tattoos and his big square glasses and his plaid flannel shirts and his folk and hard core punk roots, fall in love with Leah Miller and ask her to marry him!!?? The question is one that might never be solved. So you might be saying at the moment that well maybe Leah is not all like this maybe she just acts like that on camera well...NO! why would she want to degrade her self on television while she is humble and wonderful off it makes no seance. Also when I went to MOD to be in the audience and there was a chimerical break or a clip of something else or a music video on or when ever they were not on air Leah Miller had the most sour, i am the greatest person in the world, I am going to eat you now face on the whole time. But I guess that I shall say something nice to the brand new couple...

CONGRATS on the marriage!!!! Did your wedding dress involve wife beater? and when the marriage does fall through will you be the one announcing it on Much Music News?

On another note George Pettit from Alexisonfire lead singer will also be getting married which I am happy for him although I will not be the one marring him although I believe that I should be as long as you are marring someone that is not Leah Miller. I give you my wishes!

Also I hope that these wives do not break up the band and all of that jazz like I always say Music and Marriage don't belong.



>>"How is Married life treating you?"

>>"I cannot find my hair straightener and Dallas does not know how to hold a camera"

BOOK MOOCH!

Well I have found a new website out thanks to Megan at work, this has to be the coolest site ever which is entitled www.bookmooch.com, now this site is pretty cool at which it is kinda like ebay but only for books but bidding is unneeded and nor is a credit card, pay pal or any money. "What?!" you might be saying at the moment I can reserve free books off the interweb. Yes that is mighty ture Jessica Michelle (since I am sure you are the only real person reading this and ever to read this) You can get books off the interweb for pretty much free. See how this works is that you have to be able to give up your old books that you no longer want anymore because they are old, you are never going to read them again, they are just collecting dust, or just because they are god dang awful and you want them to fall into some other person's sole. Inorder to receive books you must get points and by getting points you have to post books which will get you a 1oth of a point for everybook you post and if someone mooches a book off of you then you get a full point at which you can mooch a book off of someone else. Now when the mooching takes place it is pretty cool because you don't have to pay anything not even shipping, just the person who is sending off the book has to pay but that is fine because then they will get another book with there point. Also the best part is you don't have to give the book back to the person who is sending it once it is yours it is yours and you can either keep it or post it back up on the site or do what ever. This is pretty cool because it is like an online library and if you do like the book you don't have to bring it back and there are no late fees. Also it works for buying books becuase if there is a book that looks interesting but you are not sure you want to buy it you can always just mooch it and then if it is liked you can go out and buy the next book or another by the author.

Anyways this website does work because Megan has used it and has gotten books from it.

I will be using this site although I do not have much books to give away but I am going to be giving away Angel Riots because it was on MTV and it sounded like a really good book so I got my dad to go buy it for me and then I did not like it much at all, so I think that I am going to try to re read the book and if it is still unliked I shall send it off on it's way. Then save up my point to get a Girl Like Sugar or another book that I have not read yet, because A Girl Like Sugar is something that I would like to keep which would mean I will not have another book to ship off and I will have to find another book to hopfuly send off, to receive another one.


www.bookmooch.com

Right when I want to give up with art I find a new artist that inspires me and all I want to do is paint and draw and do art. The inspiration comes from the dark art though I don't know why I am so drawn to it but I think because dark things don't really live in this world. When walking down the street no one sees these dark creatures, but when they are painted and done well, it takes you to a whole different world one that is magical, deep and dark. Now I don't know why everyone is against the dark mysterious things and images that people come up with or are fond of. Everyone just sees a problem that comes with mutation and and "unpretty" things which brings people to be uncomfortable with it and assume that it is ugly and unwanted. Even though many people have a problem with this I do not, I believe that being brought up liking darkness is not a flaw for people rather a pro towards life. People with this way of thinking are able to see every part of something even if they are "ugly" beautiful in separate ways. Rather looking at an image as a whole, it is better to be cut down and look at each piece visually to see true beauty. Okay so now back to the paintings that I adore and why I adore them. So dark paintings with dark images always have drawn me toward them and I have now realized why. It brings you to a whole new world one that creates beauty in a whole new way something different from the regular something wonderful and imaginative, why look at paintings of flowers when you can look at real flowers why look at paintings of buildings when you can look at a real building. So why is looking at paintings of misshapen creatures and humans and objects such a crime when you can't really see them for yourself. Darkness is from the mind and should be looked as a form of art rather then a form of discussed.

My favorite painters:

Otto Dix

Portrait of Journalist Sylvia von Harden
---- This is one of my favourite paintings and I discovered it not too long ago but I grew a loving for it right away. I have to also admit that I have a bit of a crush on this woman or at least her in the painting if she is actually a real person. Now although this painting is not too dark, just look at her she is not "normal" and I love her for that just look at that face when most might think ugly I say she is beautiful! If I could I would be this woman!
Dr. Stadelmann -----This is another painting by Dix and it hangs in the Art Gallery of Ontario located in Toronto and I remember seeing it when I went a few years ago and falling in love with him. Then when I went 2 weeks ago to the AGO I walked around the gallery looking for this painting and right there standing in the door way was Dr. Stadelmann waiting to great people into the next room. Of course I got really excited when he was there and my dad was all like I hate that painting (which superizes me since he is also much up for the strange things) but at that I replied with I love that painting and he is my favourite artist. Although I do find a greater place in my heart for Sylvia but unfortunately she lives in another gallery of which I have to find and visit her.


Mark Ryden

Now I don't know if I have a favourite painting of Ryden's but I do love all of his work, the detail is just so crazy and the imagery is wonderful. I have bought a book of a whole lot of his works and it is fantastic, here are a couple of his paintings. (Not necessarily my favorites) Now not many of these paintings are have dark creatures but there are some transformations of things and lots of blood and grotesque things in this paintings.

Michael Hussar

------Now Hussar is a new artist for me but I love his stuff. One of his paintings was on LA Ink that a person got a tattoo of which was crazy, the detail and darkness and wonder is compacted into these paintings and they are beautiful!!!
This was the painting that was on LA Ink which is just wonderful and the detail is just amazing I have no idea how he does all of them high lights in the tears and lips and eyes it is just CRAZY!!! The tattoo by Cory was also fantastic! My dad how ever loved this piece of artwork but I guess how can you not.
Here is more of his stuff. Again in no order!... actually just go to that link there are too many and it is hard to bring all of the pictures to the bottom ENJOY!

http://images.google.ca/images?ndsp=18&hl=en&q=Michael+Hussar&start=0&sa=N

I'm a man not a disco ball!

Hello well since I have not writen a blog in a long time I thought that I would post one. Although I don't really have anything to say I am going to add my favourite song to this blog. But you know me and once I start writing I am unable to stop the ideas just keep on coming out and 5 seconds after I think that this will be the shortest blog ever and only include a song that I LOVE, it will have a whole story writen. Although I just came up with an idea for another bolg. So yes this is my new favorite song and I listen to it mulitpul times a day and drive my roommates nuts even though it was Jacks fult that I discovered this song because he had it on his pod and I listened to it and now I am addicted it is so great but now they are sick and tired of it becuase i would listen to it over and over again. This has now resulted in when I was changing the song to Goodbye Horses, Jack thought that I was changing it back to my favourite song and started to through paint brushes at me but I assured him that I was not changing it to that song and to another song that could be equaly as good. So I have no idea why this is my favourite song but it gives me a very happy feeling and it makes me wanta dance and it also gives me butterflys in my stomic and I have no idea why. I just also realized that the spelling thing is off and I was very happy becuase I thought that I was spelling this all right but it turns out that it could all long anyways here is my favourite song:

Future is the Future - Electric 6.



If money talks then I’m a mime,
If time is money then I’m out of time
And I was once with a million quid
Have a seat I’ll tell ya what I did

Can’t sit down 'cause I’m a dancer,
And you know that I’m the answer
Die slow die fast now
Cause its never going to last now

We’ll karaoke all night long,
We’ll Macarena till the break of dawn
We’ll drive around until the morning light
All night, all night, all night, all night

Baby, you got to signal before you turn,
I think you’re heading for the disco burn
Cause the future is in the future,
And the past is a big brick wall,
You know I need to make you understand now,
I’m a man not a disco ball

Can’t sit down 'cause I’m a dancer,
And you know that I’m the answer
Die slow die fast now
Cause its never going to last now

We’ll karaoke all night long,
We’ll Macarena till the break of dawn
We’ll drive around until the morning light
All night all night all night all night

We’ll karaoke all night long,
We’ll Macarena till the break of dawn
We’ll drive around until the morning light
All night, all night, all night, all night
All night, all night, all night, all night
All night, all night, all night, all night
All night, all night, all night, all night
All night, all night, all night, all night

Restaurant Make Over.

So as many of you might know there is this show out on the Food Network and on HGTV called Restaurant Make Over. I would explain it but I know that my only reader already knows what this show is about so I shall just skip over the explanation and get to the amazing part.

Well the other week when I randomly desided to go to Toronto with my friend (yes having random unexpected trips to Toronto after school can happen where I live) so we went and went to Kensington Market and while we were there we were trying to find a Bloorer St. to do an favour for a friend and also go to my favourite store. So while we were stubleing along singing and making strange nosies due to the cold which was all ok because we are in toronoto and nothing is ever strange there we realized that it was late and we had no had a bite to eat. Not much after that what might happen but we stumbed apon a little corner restaurant. At this point in time I started to Hoot and Holla about a restaurant that happened to be on Restaurant Make Over that was cheap enough to purchace a meal at. This happened to be Massismo's Pizza and Pasta, so I got really exsited and made my friend and me eat there. Now If I can recal right this episode had Massismo the chef working on it which was not his restaurant but a totally other Massismo's and he was like we got to do this restaurant right so that people will not think that this dump is mine, and I belive that Maradith was the designer but I am unable to remember. So when we went in I was all exsited and felt all of the surfaces and said that Egore did all of this and wat not so here are the pictures!!!!!

HAIR CUT.

HOW MUCH AM I IN IN LOVE WITH ADAM SAVANGE

I AM IN LOVE WITH ADAM SAVVAGE AND THIS IS WHEN I AM SOBER TOO I LVOE HTHIS MAN HE IS WONDERFUL OH ADAM SAVAGE IF THAT IS OK.